You
Now that I’ve got you I don’t know what I want. Choosing between the two was the hardest decision of my life, and what if I’ve made the wrong choice. Hope it’s not too late - you’re all I ever think about. I’m sorry it took me this long to realize 3
One step closer to heaven.
If you promise I can have you, I’ll wait as long as you need me to.
So sweet yet so bad. To crave it is an unbeatable battle of what you want and what you shouldn’t have.
To have you.
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine…
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
That constant up and down and up and down. Making me feel sick. Wish I could go back.
My grades need to be higher. My weight needs to be lower. My stomach needs to be flatter. My wallet needs to be fatter. My skin needs to be tanner. My teeth need to be whiter. My heart needs to be stronger. My friends need to be uglier. My face needs to be prettier. My hair needs to be longer. My skirt needs to be shorter. My body needs to be hotter. My image needs to be cooler. My boobs need to be bigger. My waist needs to be smaller. Damn, society really knows how to make you feel like a piece of shit.
Pretending to not see what hurts because I love you.
